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Saturday, October 29, 2011
thoughts that held onto me



currently I'm watching this show, which makes me cry like river.

I started pondering...
what is love exactly? full of ups and downs? happiness and sorrow?

I guess I experienced that before but now is different. Is it too smoothly? or it just doesn't spark my life.

I guess I'm living in delusion.
I want to feel I'm loved, I want surprise, I want more surprises..
I need a more interesting life...

and what am I holding on?

MVBF told me:"it is true that you never know how hurt it is until you experience it."

cos' she is now going through the difficult time that I went through last time. she apologized to me cos' she said while I was crying and telling her how hurt I was the last time, she felt nothing~ thinking that it was not a big deal.

But now...
she can feel it although hers wasn't a 'betray'. I guess that hurts more? and twice the pain if it come from your love one and your best friend?

my advice is TIME SERIOUSLY CAN HEAL..

MVBF, let's move on.

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